Tuesday, 28 July 2009

  • x-posted to my new site, neon_daisies

    Soo...about that;

    Yesterday I wrote this looong entry about how I'm getting my weight loss back on track and all that. I meant every word, and I was truly excited and ready to go.

    Until I started feeling reallllly sick all night. Just like I have for the past two weeks or so. I'm laying in bed miserable, and hubby asks, "Hun, could you be pregnant?" The thought never even crossed my mind, but once I started thinking about it, I realized that I was over two weeks late! Arg. So he went to the store and bought me a test, and...

    ....

    ....

    ...

    TWO LINES!

    AHH! :) I don't know how to react. We weren't trying for a baby, but its definately going to be a blessing. Give me a few days to be excited. So I guess my weight loss journey is over for now. I'm still going to use this blog as a means for journaling my pregnancy, so stick around! I'm due March 21st apparently. :)



Sunday, 21 June 2009

  • i KNOW i've said this before; but tomorrow i'm starting over, for good, regardless if i fail or not; i will update everyday. i need to be accountable. that being said....

    xanga.com/neon_daisies

    go! :) <3

    psss. please comment or sub that new site just so its easier to subscribe back. you ladies are the most amazing support, even if i just know you're reading; it keeps me so much more motivated! see you there!

Thursday, 11 June 2009

  • everything is ok. more or less. :)

    i hit a tree; but i didn't die, or kill the car, or the tree; i just have some brusing and a dislocated knee. crutches for meee. :)
    i failed at the dieting again; frik. i don't know where the heck my motivation went. :(
    i'll update more later;

Wednesday, 10 June 2009

Tuesday, 09 June 2009

  • 207.2

    frikkk. I weighed myself again today, after being terrified of doing so for at least a month; and its not pretty. :( But I expected it.  It's my own fault, and I will change things around, trust me. :) I've got absoulutely nothing do to today until I go to work at three, but I'm super sleepy so I might just go back to sleep. :)

    in: (max=800)
    breakfast:
    2 eggs with salsa, 140
    1 slice toast with butter spray, 70
    1 orange, 40
    total: 250

    lunch:
    tbd

    dinner:
    tbd

    snack:
    tbd

Monday, 08 June 2009

  • FRIK.
    i'm fat. its annoying. i can't stay away from the kitchen or from xanga. i think about losing weight all the time, i just don't do anything about it.
    i HATE starting over, its so frustrating for me. 
    but until i get my ass in gear, its all i've got. 
    i WILL be under 120 by the time i start school again, in jan.

    i ate so much shit today, like 1600 cals of CRAP.
    its been like that everyday since my preggo scare, 3 effing months ago. 
    i suckkk. and i hate myself for it.

    i had a texting buddy awhile back, i'd love to have another one. i'm in the us, on verizon. let me know. :)

    edit@5:30: i'm changing my layout; deleting old entries; and basically redoing everything about my weight loss! check back tomorrow! :)



my goals:


starting weight 206
goal weight 120 by december 31st; 2009
next goal weight 190 by july 10th
weigh ins: (every sunday) coming soon

facts:


fact: i've been struggling with my weight for years;
fact: i'm a happily married college student;
fact: i'm trying to lose weight the healthy way;
fact: i'll support everyone;
fact: i'm a vegetarian;
fact: my ultimate goal is under 120; by january;
fact: i've had this site for awhile;
fact: its time for a fresh start